Black widow - creeps and crawls
Black widow - playing them all.
Fucking so upset. Hair is receding and falling out daily….goodbye any self esteem I had. Life is fucked.
Well, what do you wanna hear, man?! Do you wanna hear that sometimes I think about eatin’ a bullet?! HUH!? Well, I do! I even got a special bullet for the occasion with a hollow point, look! Make sure it blows the back of my goddamned head out and do the job right! Every single day I wake up and I think of a reason not to do it! Every single day!
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I can’t move on, because I can’t shed the weight of myself.
There is no such thing as the past, present, or future.
There just is, and it never goes away.
There is no such thing as the past, present, or future.
There just is, and it never goes away.
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